saya salu ade angan angan pelik... tentang pasangan saya... yela... sape xnak ade bf yg caring maring kan... tapi tula... xsempat pown nk bercaring maring dah putus kaseh di tengah jalan...
nk cite nie pown sempena petang semalam teringat plak kat dalam bas..yela dgn berjalan selama sejam dari tempat keje pusing2 kl (padahal sesat xmo ngaku... hehe) then xsmpat sampai bus stop hujan selebat2nye... sejam lagi kena tggu baru dpt pg kat busstand u 40.. then baru naik bas...
dalam duduk2 dalam bas dgn ndon bangla sebagai.. tbe2 rasa something... hm... mulala berangan...
*nk ade bf yg sudi amik masa hujan...= caring kan tetiba je turun escalator nmpk bf depan pntu gerbang... hehe
xkisahla dia xde kete pon... naik moto basah hujan sama kan sweet... xpon... lagi sweet kalo dia sggp datang naik public transpot bawak payung tuk aku... huhu... mimpi mimpi...xtaula nape.. tp sangat teringin nk ade bf yg sggp tnjuk kaseh sayang smpai mcm tu..bile ek nk dapat?
bile pk perihal bf nie kan.. rasa cam xnk couple pon ade.. penatla ade bf yg x memahami.. asyik nk mntk kita faham dia tapi dia xcuba pon nk faham kita... tu yg sedey sangat tu... napela nasib aku camnie..aku teringn nk ade bf yg sggp korban mcm2 utk aku... manjekan aku...lalala...hehe =P
yela kan... nk tnye gak kan... betul ke kita leh tima bulat2 alasan lelaki tu kalo xnk dtg melawat kita semata2 kerana penat, takut excident, panasla sejuk la takut kena hujan la... boleh ke kita tima?
yela... aku tgk ramai je lelaki yg sggp bawak motor kan merata tempat berjam2 pon sanggup... tapi nape nk pg melawat aku susah sangat?aku sedih sangat... aku (mak dah soh tido... sok pas balik keje la aku sambung... nyte everyone...[macamla ade yg bace nak nyte2... hee =P])
topik tuk sambung (takut lupe... =P) : penat tu alasan ke?, nape asyik cuba tipu?, alasan byk sgt,
p/s : nk bf caring +caring+caring++++
Tuesday 23 February 2010
:: laguku untukmu sayang ::
Already Gone lyrics
Songwriters: Clarkson, Kelly Brianne; Tedder, Ryan;
Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die
I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop
I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone
Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry
Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go
I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone
I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone
Already gone, already gone, already gone
Already gone, already gone, already gone, yeah
Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone
I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone
Songwriters: Clarkson, Kelly Brianne; Tedder, Ryan;
Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die
I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop
I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone
Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry
Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go
I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone
I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone
Already gone, already gone, already gone
Already gone, already gone, already gone, yeah
Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone
I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone
Friday 19 February 2010
::: pelangi :::
the trust is broken...
can i regain it back...?
should i try?
percayakah aku pada cinta yang ditunjukkan?
benarkah jujur seperti yang dijanjikan??
aku mengharap dan menanti dengan penuh pasti...
tetapi sampai bile??
::: somebody pls call 911 for me :::
i dont know who are u anymore...
u had change... for god sake...
i feel so untouched... so not u...
where are u? where do "u" hide?
just stop playing this sneak-peak coz i dont like it...
where is the real aleemi that i noe for so long?
she'd change u..
look at u before..
u dont keep ur hp away from me all the time...
u dont keep secret from me...
u never block me to see ur inbox of ur msg..
u always share things with me...lots of thing...like what u do today, what u eat.. how do u feel...etc
u always share ur problem with me...
u always care for me always.,,, especially when u hear me get sick...
u never give so much reason for being u...
u never make me wait for ur call or text...
u never try to cheat n giving excuse...
u always calm me...
u always accept that it is ur fault...
u always ran after me...
u never try to lie to me
u never always broke the promise
u never hurt me so badly
u never be kind to other girl if it wasn't me..
u always love only me
now look at u... all the above statement is no longer u... u did all the thngs above in contrast...
now tell me how can i regain my trust upon u?
tell me how can we be together again?
u had change... for god sake...
i feel so untouched... so not u...
where are u? where do "u" hide?
just stop playing this sneak-peak coz i dont like it...
where is the real aleemi that i noe for so long?
she'd change u..
look at u before..
u dont keep ur hp away from me all the time...
u dont keep secret from me...
u never block me to see ur inbox of ur msg..
u always share things with me...lots of thing...like what u do today, what u eat.. how do u feel...etc
u always share ur problem with me...
u always care for me always.,,, especially when u hear me get sick...
u never give so much reason for being u...
u never make me wait for ur call or text...
u never try to cheat n giving excuse...
u always calm me...
u always accept that it is ur fault...
u always ran after me...
u never try to lie to me
u never always broke the promise
u never hurt me so badly
u never be kind to other girl if it wasn't me..
u always love only me
now look at u... all the above statement is no longer u... u did all the thngs above in contrast...
now tell me how can i regain my trust upon u?
tell me how can we be together again?
i miss the old u.... more than words can say...
more than anythng in this world...
i want to be with u so badly... but how can this be possible with the new u?
im pushing the limit rite now... and im putting the fullstop here...
somewhere, somehow.. if the destiny bring us back together... thats mean love is so miracle...
Thursday 18 February 2010
::: lust or love? :::
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MY RESULT AS BELOW:
Your score is 82. Lucky duck you're in love! Your feelings are deep, true and firmly routed in reality but best of all they are returned. Hold on to these happy feelings and enjoy being in love, it's one of the best feelings there is!
THE SYMPTOM
LOVE LUST
| Connection of your soul with someone else's. It's settling your differences, dealing with conflicts as one person, not two seperate entities. It's sharing your life experience & being the other person's friend. Love is pure & comes without decision | The desire and whim that everything is yours. No thought put forward into the other person. No compromising. A completely shallow way of believing you're in love |
Wednesday 17 February 2010
::: jika benar ia cinta :::
Adakah tapak tanganmu berkeringat,hatimu berdebar kencang dan suaramu
tersekat di dadamu? Itu bukan Cinta, itu SUKA.
Adakah kamu tidak dapat melepaskan,pandangan mata darinya?
Itu bukan Cinta, itu NAFSU.
Adakah kamu menginginkannya kerana kamu tahu ia ada di sana?
Itu bukan Cinta, itu KESEPIAN.
Adakah kamu mencintainya kerana itulah yang diinginkan semua orang?
Itu bukan Cinta, itu KESETIAAN
Adakah kamu tetap mengatakan kamu menyintainya kerana kamu tidak ingin melukai hatinya?
Itu bukan Cinta, itu BELAS KASIHAN.
Adakah kamu menjadi miliknya kerana pandangan matanya membuat hatimu melompat?
Itu bukan Cinta, itu TERGILA-GILA.
Adakah kamu memaafkan kesalahannya kerana kamu mengambil berat tentangnya?
Itu bukan Cinta, itu PERSAHABATAN.
Adakah kamu mengatakan padanya bahawa setiap hari hanya dia yang kamu fikirkan?
Itu bukan Cinta, itu DUSTA.
Adakah kamu rela memberikan semua perkara yang kamu senangi untuk kepentingan dirinya?
Itu bukan Cinta, itu KEMURAHAN HATI.
Tetapi
Adakah kamu tetap bertahan kerana campuran antara kesakitan dan kegembiraan yang
tersekat di dadamu? Itu bukan Cinta, itu SUKA.
Adakah kamu tidak dapat melepaskan,pandangan mata darinya?
Itu bukan Cinta, itu NAFSU.
Adakah kamu menginginkannya kerana kamu tahu ia ada di sana?
Itu bukan Cinta, itu KESEPIAN.
Adakah kamu mencintainya kerana itulah yang diinginkan semua orang?
Itu bukan Cinta, itu KESETIAAN
Adakah kamu tetap mengatakan kamu menyintainya kerana kamu tidak ingin melukai hatinya?
Itu bukan Cinta, itu BELAS KASIHAN.
Adakah kamu menjadi miliknya kerana pandangan matanya membuat hatimu melompat?
Itu bukan Cinta, itu TERGILA-GILA.
Adakah kamu memaafkan kesalahannya kerana kamu mengambil berat tentangnya?
Itu bukan Cinta, itu PERSAHABATAN.
Adakah kamu mengatakan padanya bahawa setiap hari hanya dia yang kamu fikirkan?
Itu bukan Cinta, itu DUSTA.
Adakah kamu rela memberikan semua perkara yang kamu senangi untuk kepentingan dirinya?
Itu bukan Cinta, itu KEMURAHAN HATI.
Tetapi
Adakah kamu tetap bertahan kerana campuran antara kesakitan dan kegembiraan yang
membutakan dan takterfahami ... menarikmu mendekati dan tetap bersamanya?
ITULAH CINTA.
Apakah kamu menerima kesalahannya kerna itu bahagian dirinya dan siapa dirinya?
Jika demikian, ITULAH CINTA.
Adakah kamu tertarik dengan orang lain tapi setia dengannya tanpa penyesalan?
Jika demikian, ITULAH CINTA.
Adakah kamu menangis kerana kesakitannya walaupun saat itu dia kuat?
ITULAH CINTA.
Adakah hatimu sakit dan hancur ketika dia bersedih?
ITULAH CINTA.
Adakah hatimu gembira ketika dia berbahagia?
ITULAH CINTA.
Adakah matanya melihat hatimu dan menyentuh jiwamu begitu mendalam sehingga menusuk?
Yang demikian itulah namanya
CINTA.
ITULAH CINTA.
Apakah kamu menerima kesalahannya kerna itu bahagian dirinya dan siapa dirinya?
Jika demikian, ITULAH CINTA.
Adakah kamu tertarik dengan orang lain tapi setia dengannya tanpa penyesalan?
Jika demikian, ITULAH CINTA.
Adakah kamu menangis kerana kesakitannya walaupun saat itu dia kuat?
ITULAH CINTA.
Adakah hatimu sakit dan hancur ketika dia bersedih?
ITULAH CINTA.
Adakah hatimu gembira ketika dia berbahagia?
ITULAH CINTA.
Adakah matanya melihat hatimu dan menyentuh jiwamu begitu mendalam sehingga menusuk?
Yang demikian itulah namanya
CINTA.
Tuesday 9 February 2010
:: kamukah awak saya?? ::
Awak,
Hari ni awak nampak serabut, Semo orang kutuk
Tapi ada gak hati yang puji, jadik you can always count on me...
Awak,
Hari ni saya senyum kat awak
Tapi awak jalan depan saya, Jadik senyum pun tak gune
Awak,
Hari ni awak tego saya
Tapi saya buat2 pekak,Padahal nak elak daripada tak boley berenti borak
Awak,
Hari ni saya tego awak, Tapi saya tego awak dalam hati
Jadik awak tak penah dengar all the gud lucks & take care hari2
Awak,
Hari ni kita duduk semeje
Tapi raser cam jauh giler, Padahal tak sampai sedepa
Awak,
Hari ni awak beratur belakang saya
Tapi saya tak tau nak cakap ape, Jadik saya blah mcm tu ajer
Awak,
Hari ni berubah situasi
Tapi saya still kat sini, Padahal dah kosong tak berisi
Awak,
Hari ni saya nampak awak kat Mc D
Tapi awak tak macam dulu lagi, dah berteman, Jadik saya terdiam sendiri
Awak,
Hari ni saya dah janji..nak pergi, Tapi tak tau kenape tak boley pegi
Awak,
Hari ni saya menyesal ade ego yang tinggi
Tapi dah takde harapan kat sini, Jadik nak tak nak terpakse sendiri
Awak,
Hari ni hari terakhir nampak awak
Tapi awak tak toleh sini, awak focus kat tv
Awak,
hari ni saya tgk gambar kiter senyum, tapi gambar tinggal gambar
nak buang sayang, nak simpan sedey
Awak,
besok antare kita, ader balai berlepas
besok tak de besok untuk saya, besok jugak tak de besok untuk awak
Awak,
semoge satu hari nanti, saya menginsafi diri
tak nak ada ego tinggi lagi, buat sakit hati
Awak,
sebelum pergi
hari ni..kat sini, saya janji...
semua ni untuk awak
Sebab kenal awak anugerah terindah penah
saye miliki.
Hari ni saya tego awak, Tapi saya tego awak dalam hati
Jadik awak tak penah dengar all the gud lucks & take care hari2
Awak,
Hari ni kita duduk semeje
Tapi raser cam jauh giler, Padahal tak sampai sedepa
Awak,
Hari ni awak beratur belakang saya
Tapi saya tak tau nak cakap ape, Jadik saya blah mcm tu ajer
Awak,
Hari ni berubah situasi
Tapi saya still kat sini, Padahal dah kosong tak berisi
Awak,
Hari ni saya nampak awak kat Mc D
Tapi awak tak macam dulu lagi, dah berteman, Jadik saya terdiam sendiri
Awak,
Hari ni saya dah janji..nak pergi, Tapi tak tau kenape tak boley pegi
Awak,
Hari ni saya menyesal ade ego yang tinggi
Tapi dah takde harapan kat sini, Jadik nak tak nak terpakse sendiri
Awak,
Hari ni hari terakhir nampak awak
Tapi awak tak toleh sini, awak focus kat tv
Awak,
hari ni saya tgk gambar kiter senyum, tapi gambar tinggal gambar
nak buang sayang, nak simpan sedey
Awak,
besok antare kita, ader balai berlepas
besok tak de besok untuk saya, besok jugak tak de besok untuk awak
Awak,
semoge satu hari nanti, saya menginsafi diri
tak nak ada ego tinggi lagi, buat sakit hati
Awak,
sebelum pergi
hari ni..kat sini, saya janji...
semua ni untuk awak
Sebab kenal awak anugerah terindah penah
saye miliki.
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