me to u

lagu nie y tujukan khas untuk BB...
love u so much...

Bryan Adams
(Everything I Do) I Do It For You
 
Look into my eyes - you will see

What you mean to me
Search your heart - search your soul
And when you find me there you'll search no more
Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for
You know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you
Look into your heart - you will find
There's nothin' there to hide
Take me as I am - take my life
I would give it all - I would sacrifice
Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for
I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more
You know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you
There's no love - like your love
And no other - could give more love
There's nowhere - unless you're there
All the time - all the way
Oh - you can't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more
I would fight for you - I'd lie for you
Walk the wire for you - yeah I'd die for you
You know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

pls...

call me... text me.. mr.telephone...
need u more than words could
ever had..

xde title...

can't live...
if living is without u...
can't breath...
i can't... eventhough i tried so hard...

B day

..................

f
u
c
k

..................

 blah...
ye... sy blah dari hidup kamu...
thanx for the sweet memory...

30 may 2010
12.38 am

loving jadi touching

lagu nie baru je mggu lepas BB nyanyikan utk y...
semalam pun bb nyanyi lagi...y betul rasa bahagia sangat...
then harini... semuanya. gone lagi....
y sedih ok...

Wali band
Baik- Baik Sayang...

aku tak ingin kau menangis bersedih
sudahi air mata darimu
yang aku ingin arti hadir diriku
kan menghapus lukamu sayang
karna bagiku kau kehormatanku
dengarkan, dengarkan aku

reff:
hanya satu pintaku
untukmu dan hidupmu
baik-baik sayang
ada aku untukmu

hanya satu pintaku
di siang dan malammu
baik-baik sayang
karna aku untukmu

semua keinginan akan aku lakukan
sekuat semampuku, sayang
karna bagiku kau kehormatanku
dengarkan, dengarkan aku

sad... =(((

xmo wujud hari nie dalam may... menci...

harini rasa sedih sgt...
tibe tibe jadi moody...
sbb dah excited sangat esok nk g wedding ika n isk...
dgn BB..
tapi
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
dia xdapat pergi sebab kena tolong papa dia
mengecat rumah...
yela nk compare me with ur dad... sure
u pilih ur dad kan...
so... dh decide xnk pergi jugak..
nk sangat pergi actually sebab bb nk pergi skali
now... dah totally xde mood nk pergi..
sangat sangat xde mood...

=(((

turn off the lights...

ngeri....
takut...
xtau nk buat ape...
hurm...
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
buntu...
keliru..
actually lebih pada keliru la..
mmg keliru sangat..

27 may 2010...
8.30-9.30pm

lalala...

nothing much to shout...hurm...

sure or not?
:
:
:
:
:
:
:
:
:
:
:
:
so sad...
i cant buy my own birthday present just because this month i'd to pay insurance for my car.. n road tax that cost me rm510...n i only knew all this yesterday...wt*
y dont u tell me earlier...that   this year i'd to pay the road tax n insurance myself... so that i'd prepared the money earlier... atleast not in a lump sum like these...haish syoooo!!!
n suddenly my brother also need his rm400...
do u get what i mean?
im broke...ok!!!!  thanks everyone...

=(((

missy closet...

gurls really like to jump into conclusion without
ever listening to any explaination rite...
so what...its our nature what...
hey boys... u can't blaime us...

malu seyh nk ingat blk...
stor pown jadi la kan...
panas kot kalau betul2 tido dalam tu...
hehe... childish giler...
malu...

12/05/10 ^_^

xoxo

...

there's too much of u ...

xoxo

::: it worth waiting... :::

im in a go0d mood...ok..
happy... feeling so alive...
i've done my part...k...

:: the secret finally revealed ::
now its ur turn !!
bye bye babe!!

leave me alone ... forever..'

i love u sayang...


xoxo

::: kamu yg membebankan :::

napela korg suka sgt berhubungan terlarang?
kalau dh masing2 suka pergi.... xyah bg aku harapan lg dah...
sama cam relationship yg sebelum nie...
aku d tgglkan utk gurl lain...

so kalau bnde sama berlaku...
aku boleh je survive... xde hal la...

aku dah xtau nk trust sape..hurm...

:: p/s : kalau xsuke dgr org mencarut jgn bace.. =(( ::

nape dgn aku nie... perasaan marah membuak buak sgt2... xtahan dah....
macam nk meletop gunung berapi pon ade...
rasa nak mencarut luahkan sume nye... pelik la...
nape ek? nape bile kita mencarut sume rasa  marah hilang...
tapi aku xle mencarut... so  ape yg mampu... aku buat adalah menangis...

dulu... dah pernah rasa sakit camnie...
sampai aku hilang identiti diri sebab terlalu rindukan dia..
aku jadi aku yg sgt berbeza...
lost self confident... xambil kisah diri seniri...
 hanya kerana lelaki...
dah buat aku sayang dia then senang je nk over kan everythng...
ye fine... cinta terlarang la kan....

then skrng bile dh recover dari luka lama...
ade plak tambah luka baru...
sakit la faham x?
nape aku nie?nape aku sayang sangat kat kau...
bukan kau reti nk appreciate aku pon...
im nothing to u rite?

thats y u x sanggup pon nak berkorban  utk i...
masa  tido u terlampau berharga... sampai i xle kacau
sesaat pon... even u dah tido lebih dari 12 jam...
nape u cam tu?

masa u bz pon camtu...
tiap orang ade je 24jam sehari la...
tu pon dorg leh wat mcm2...
u yg x pandai nk manage ur own time...
lgsg i yg dapat tempias...kan...
ye la... im nothing to u...
nothing...
sampai xde lgsg masa tuk i dalam 24 jam tu...
padahal org lain bz gak...

cane lagi nk tahan benda nie?
dugaan ape nie?
yg dulu pon sakit... yg baru pon sakit...
nape la aku nie... setia sangat?
kan best kalau ade skandal...
mesti x stress camni...
ya... im nothing rite...

time aku bz dulu... masa final projek....
bz mcmn pon ade jgk masa tuk u tiap hari...
without fail ...ok... ade..
tapi kau boleh plak cari gurl lain... sempat dowh...

time kau bz giler kononnye...
dgn fyp kau tu...yg aku tgk...
kalau betul2 gunakan masa 4bulan tu... sempat je siap...
lagsg xde masa tuk aku...
xde babe,,, xde...
dan yg paling sadis skali ar...
... aku x pnh terlintas nk cari skandal lain
babe... nape cam nie?
nape la aku bodoh sangat...
patut aku pasang la... xde aku tiap hari
mgharap kan kau...mcm org bodoh...

desperate ke aku nie...
mulanya x desperate ok... cube nk faham...
bukan x cube pon...
tapi yela... sbb dah setaun lebih kau wat perangai...
n aku kena tahan...
so mmg skrng x lama la aku boleh tahan kan...
aku perempuan kot... bukan robot yg kau boleh turn off mood rindu
utk certain date... then turn on blk
then turn on utk layan kehendak kau sesuka hati...
then segala kehendak aku... turn off...

eh aku pnt cane pon...
boleh teman kau g sana sini la...
kau ingat blk la...
ingat tiap inci... ape aku dah korbankan tuk ko...

mgkn kau lupa... or aku ade turn off button memory kau pada aku ke????

kalau aku robot... aku nk je turn off button =memory bersama kau=

senang xde aku sakit mcmni terkenang kan sikap n perangai kau
pada aku...
nape la aku bodoh sayang kau sangat eh?
dui azie... pela bodo sangat nih...

dahla... azie... kan dah gv up...
so xpyh pk hal dia lagi... bye bye love...
bye bye forever...
=(((((

::: BB :::

this feeling killing me softly....
i hate being me...
stuck !! deeply in love with someone that
hurting me...inch by inch...day by day....
these heart broken would never heal...
i miss u bloody hell...
(its not that u dont know... u dont care to listen to my broken heart...)

(nk cari lelaki yg umurnye 5taun lg tua...so that they can treat me well!!)

::: Bile nk Kaya :::

jealous of u..... nk pg sana jalan2 gak... hehe...
bape la agaknye bnje nk g sana ek? huhu... nk kumpul duit... lalala