::: dont patronize me :::

go on with ur life the way u want it to be..

fuck with everythng!!

u really pissed me off!!!

penat la aku nk layan kerenah kau

faham x?

kau punye ayat same je

"I XDE WAT SALAH LANGSUNG"

ayat tu dh mcm ubat pelali tau x...

rimas aku....

penat la aku dgn kau...

perangai ko x ubah asyik nk sakitkan hati aku...

penat ok....

but love is so miracle...

no matter how much i hate u...

i still miss u so badly..

cant get u out of my head...

nape sume nie jadi kat aku?

sume kawan2 aku dh cakap

hidup dgn dia hanya akan menyakitkan aku je...

tapi aku degil sangat nape eh????

because, the loved had nurture in my life

no matter how much he lied..

but still he's the one that i need ...

aku nk dia...

aku nk dia korg faham x???

aku tau korg faham sangat sbb tu dh 6taun aku dgn dia...

korg malas nk bebel dah

korg redha je

tapi aku tau korg xske...yela kawan mn yg nk tgk kawan seniri merana

menangis xhabis2

tention je slalu... gadoh tiap hari...

tapi aku jgk merasa bahagia dgn dia...

he's warmth caring lovable.. when we are together...

i feel sooo attached...

so into him when he's around...

pampering me...yup...im in love..

tapi skrng nie

aku mmg nga bengang sangat la dgn dia nie...

:::: mummy..daddy..and baby ::::

:::: coretan hati ::::

kau telah jauh pergi meninggal ku disini...

mengapa hilang sebegitu cepat...

singgah hanye sementara di hati ini...

adakah aku yang keliru atau hanya desakan ego mu??

sunyi dan sepi

melingkar tanpa henti

ape erti ade dia tetapi begini akhirnye...?

::: liking this sooo muchhh.. :::

"A LIME is never lame. A lemon can be lame sometimes,but it all depends on the context. Lemon drops, for example, are extremely lame, but lemon meringues are far from being lame, especially if you add a bit of lime to them. But of course, adding lime to lemon cancels out any lameness that the lemon might have. On the other hand, adding lemons to limes can have the unfortunate effect of 'lamonizing' limes, which is, of course, quite scandalous.

Of course, NOBODY in their right mind would add lemons to lime, because if THAT happened, then you would have extremely lamonized limed lemons, and that would not do at all."

thanks to you princess procastinate...

::: rain rain rain :::

the rain would never st0p... yeah... that's what i've been told...

im now in banding every0ne...

but im soo sad coz i can't go to sg tiang

and meet the lovely-noe nothing but fun-joyfull-kids

i missed them so much...

with the name of ALLAH...

with deepest hope ..i asked for your greatness...

please god... give me chance to meet them...

hope that the cloud will stop pouring these heavy rain..

:::: bz bz bz bz me :::::

currently listening to : tanpa[sixth sense]

its been a while since my last p0st...

ya quiet a while...

tremendously busy with my hectic life...

[publishing a book wasn't that very easy... dealing with corporate people one thing..aiyak.. =(( ]

currently, im just finished resittng my module six exam...

and alhamdulillah syukur ke hadrat ilahi... im pass..

the 1st attempt i'd scored 34 and the 2nd attempt its 36..

haih... y im s0 not int0 law..

but nevermind then... as long as im pass the paper

then its ok..

dont care bout others who scored and berlagak wif their marks!!

hehe ;P

Ku Pinjam Satu Bintang

Kurindukan Dia
Kumahu Belaian Manja
Ku Ingin Selalu?..Disisinya

Inikah Bahgia
Inikah Kasih Asmara
Bernyanyi Lah Hatiku Dengan Cinta

Ku Tak Ingin Lagi Berjauhan
Usah Kau Hampiri Perpisahan
Seharusnya
Kau Mengerti Kasih
Hanya Engkau Dihatiku
Andai Mampuku Menyentuh Awan
Akan Kupinjamkan Satu Bintang
Dan
Ku Pancar Seriang Gemilang
Itu Kasih Kewajahmu

Kuberjanji Sayang
Ku Menunggu Dikau Pulang hei..hei
Membawa Cintamu Yang Terindah
Dengarlah Kata Hatihoo..huooo

Kurindukan Kasih Dia
Kumahu Belaian Manja
Takkan Kulupa Cinta Pertama
Cinta

Ku Tak Ingin Lagi Berjauhan
Usah Kau Hampiri Perpisahan
Seharusnya Kau Mengerti Kasih
Hanya Engkau Dihatiku
Andai Mampuku Menyentuh Awan
Akan Kupinjamkan Satu Bintang
Dan
Ku Pancar Seriang Gemilang
Itu Kasih Kewajahmu..hoouooo

Kuberjanji Sayang
Ku Menunggu Dikau Pulang
Membawa Cintamu Yang Terindah

Dengarlah Kata Hati
Dengarkanlah Kata Hati
Dengarkanlah Bicaraku

jadyn maria : Good Girls Like Bad Boys

You're not exactly the guy I can bring home to my mama
But what she don't know won't hurt her
You're so controlling, so demanding,
like to take advantage of me,
But I don't mind, no sir.

You get under my skin, such a sweet sin
Just like a disease that keeps on, keeps on eating at me,
I know good and well you're good for nothing
They say you don't deserve me
But it really don't disturb me.

Why do all good girls like the bad boys?
Like a moth to a flame, I guess I'm back here again.
Tell me why the dark side just captures my eye,
I know that you're a villain but I can't stop this feeling.

Why do all good girls like the bad boys?
I know that you're a villain but I can't stop this feeling, no.

You're cocky and its working,
Chauvinistic and its perfect,
M-m-must be something wrong with me
I-I-I use to think that I was strong,
But I now I see how I was wrong
Because you took control of me

You get under my skin, such a sweet sin
Just like a disease that keeps on, keeps on eating at me,
I know good and well you're good for nothing
They say you don't deserve me
But it really don't disturb me.

Why do all good girls like the bad boys?
Like a moth to a flame, I guess I'm back here again.
Tell me why the dark side just captures my eye,
I know that you're a villain but I can't stop this feeling.

Why do all good girls like the bad boys?
I know that you're a villain but I can't stop this feeling, no.

She can't stop this feeling no, I tell her go with the flow righttt,
Say little mama want to know why the good girls like the bad boys,
Bad meaning good, shawty left with no choice,
So over your skin, baby phat you're so moist,
Leaving with the tins, when I'm macking invoice,
My laptop bling and a boy can't avoid
She love it going in, she don't want to be unemployed,
One reason to be a good pleasin',
freaking daddy's little girl like I'm halfway decent,
Sure it ain't a lesson that I maybe been teaching,
Party all night and keep preaching.

Why do all good girls like the bad boys?
Like a moth to a flame, guess I'm back here again.
Tell me why the dark side just captures my eye,
I know that you're a villain but I can't stop this feeling.

Why do all good girls like the bad boys?
I know that you're a villain but I can't stop this feeling, no.

I know that you're a villain but I can't stop this feeling, no.

:::: hurt..hurt..hurt..hurt ::::

why is it me??
why me??
am i the choosen one?
god want me to feel these kind of feeling..

can i manage to faced these alone?
u dont noe...so do i..
but god want me to try..
i should try... atleast try..

i hate these feeling that grow inside me..

[listening to : jadyn maria-good gurl like bad boy]

The Show

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go, can't do it alone
I've tried and I don't know why

Slow it down, make it stop or else my heart is going to pop
'Cause it's too much, yeah it's a lot to be something I'm not
I'm a fool out of love 'cause I just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go, can't do it alone
I've tried and I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out, it's bringing me down
I know I've got to let it go and just enjoy the show

The sun is hot in the sky just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the signs and synchronize in time
It's a joke nobody knows, they've got a ticket to the show

Yeah, I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go, can't do it alone
I've tried and I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out, it's bringing me down
I know I've got to let it go and just enjoy the show
Just enjoy the show

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go, can't do it alone
I've tried and I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out, it's bringing me down
I know I've got to let it go and just enjoy the show
Just enjoy the show, just enjoy the show

I want my money back, I want my money back
I want my money back, just enjoy the show
I want my money back, I want my money back
I want my money back, just enjoy the show

Laura Pausini - It's Not Good-Bye

And what if I never kiss your lips again
Or feel the touch of your sweet embrace
How would I ever go on
Without you there's no place to belong

Well someday love is gonna lead you back to me
But 'til it does I'll have an empty heart
So I'll just have to believe
Somewhere out there you thinking of me

Until the day I'll let you go
Until we say our next hello
It's not goodbye
'Til I see you again
I'll be right here rememberin' when
And if time is on our side
There will be no tears to cry
On down the road
There is one thing I can't deny
It's not goodbye

You'd think I'd be strong enough to make it through
And rise above when the rain falls down
But it's so hard to be strong
When you've been missin' somebody so long

It's just a matter of time I'm sure
But time takes time and I can't hold on
So won't you try as hard as you can
To put my broken heart together again

::: music ..music..music.. :::

music speak whats in my mind and my heart
thats just the best way
i can't complaint any further...
coz its me then
im trying so hard to make things happen
to speak in the word of an author...
but i just can't..

[listening to : the show (like 10x this morning..)followed by it's not good bye..]
..dying..dying..dying..dying..

::::between two path::::

there's a situation in ur life where u happen to make 1 best decision out of the two that u had...
its more or less nothing then what u had to
do is to choose..
no other solution then choosing the best one..
but to come to that choosing part... it's probably the hardest things in ur life..

[listening to : joey mcintire- stay the same ]

::::: away..away..away.. :::::

away away away

off u go... get out of my mind...
pls dont let me think of this again n again...
tired with the game off life
all the strength that i long hold flush away just in a flash..
why so??
why???
that was the same question that i long searched for an answer..

its killing me inside out..
[now listening to : tanpa by 6ixth sense]