byk bnde nk cte.. tp...

Since dpt iphone four yg konon gempak ni.. Mcm2 hal jd.. Nk tulis blog pon susah.. Nk pist ap tah lg an..actually byk bnde nk cte.. Tp bila time nk post tje mesti problem.. Menci

...N.A.T.R.A.H...

Nk jd citer.. Masa hr khamis pg tu..
Aunty noni tumpang smpai kl..
Kitorg borak punya borak.. Kuar topik natrah.. Ak mmg selama ni nk sgt tgk teater..
Then aunty pon ajak.. So ak apa lg brsetuju la nk join g tgk natrah..
Min xdpt ikut sbb dia ny ofis jauh.. Tktx smpt smpai..
So dh smpai office ak pon try la bkk web istana budaya nk reserve or book..
Tiket da byk yg hbs... :'((
Tp ak book je la yg rm70 kt grand circle..
Seat ak blakang.. Seat aunty noni depan...
Ms da hbs keje.. Ak trus grk g sana.. Jln jem gle... Seyes xtpu.. Smpai istana budaya jam 8pm.. Aunty gi surau ak pon g redeem tiket..
Huu.. Da xsabar sgt..
Smbil tggu aunty ak pon amik gmbr.. Rs janggal bila posing seniri.. Amik gmbr seniri.. Tp nk buat
Cane.. Ak sorg time tu.. Huu
Then bila aunty smpai.. Kami amik la gmbr dulu...
Then kitorg g mkn jap.. Alas perut.. Ak mkn kuew teau.. Aunty mkn mee grg.. Dgn talapia grg yg dikongsi dgn ak.. Then.. Jam 8.25pm kitorg trus grk g seat kitorg..
Masa first time masuk.. Ak rs xsabar sgt..
Xsabar nk tgk mcmn penceritaan teater di dlm panggung..
Then .. Bila show start ak jd excited sgt...
Wah.. Mcm tu rupanya.. Teater.. Xsangka bila mcm2 prop kuar.. Jd cntek sgt.. Nmpk real..
Tp xdpt nk kongsi dgn semua.. Sbuk dok tgk lupa nk amik gmbr.. Huhu...
Jln cerita mmg best.. Ada lucu.. Ada sedih.. Smpai menangis.. Tau.. Ada jgk rs mrh n benci sgt kt pnjajah.. Mcm2perasaan bercampor...
Bila show da hbs.. Rs mcm xprcaya je da hbs...
Nk tgk lagi... Huuu

Then kitorg pon kuar..
Tggu artis kuar.. Then ms nk amik gmbr hp tbe2 kuar flash.. Gmbr xjd.. Then ms nk amik lg skali org da berkerumun nk sgnature dorg.. Xdpt la amik da..
Aaron aziz sgt handsome ok.. Sgt sgt handsome tau... Maya karin pin sgr cantek...
Sgt suka dgn lakonan umie aida.. Sgt sgt mnjadi.. Menyentuh perasaan.. Maya karin pon sama.. N to erma fatima... Ur the best.. Sgt sgt bagus...
Blk dgn hati yg riang... Trus tdo...
Hr jumaat.. Bgn hje da lmbt.. Rs mls nk g keje.. Then gagahkn jgk...
Huuuuu

.....my very first iPhone 4.......

finally after a long wait.....
haha... dapat dah ape yg nak sgt dimiliki
berkat queue dr jam 7.15pg kat concourse
KLCC...hehehe...
lepas nida blh selalu blog...
yea...hehehe

fully loaded

there's tooo much of u inside me....
i cant think of anythng....
i miss u sayang

satu perasaan

nape aku ader satu perasaan nk lari dari rumah ek....?
aku nk cari diri aku sendiri tanpa insan yg aku kenali
seorang jauh dari mereka
boleh ke aku buat sume nie???
aku dah x tahan nk tggung perasaan yg mcm2 bercampur dalam lubuk hati aku... aku hanya nk lari... jauh dari mereka yg aku syg sgt
boleh kan????

adrenalin pumping !!!

i cant describe the inner feeling.... its the rush....
im soooo into u... feeelll like hugging n kissing u dear....
oh no... she's married!!! god... i love it i like the ending... and can't wait for the next one...lalala

busy...

its been a while kan... xconteng apape... hurm... bz ok...byk kerja nk kena buat lately nie... even market slow sgt tp mmg seyes bz.... kena contact client kak melati n pos satu2 surat edividen... byk kot... hurm...

mmg bz sgt2...

me to u

lagu nie y tujukan khas untuk BB...
love u so much...

Bryan Adams
(Everything I Do) I Do It For You
 
Look into my eyes - you will see

What you mean to me
Search your heart - search your soul
And when you find me there you'll search no more
Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for
You know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you
Look into your heart - you will find
There's nothin' there to hide
Take me as I am - take my life
I would give it all - I would sacrifice
Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for
I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more
You know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you
There's no love - like your love
And no other - could give more love
There's nowhere - unless you're there
All the time - all the way
Oh - you can't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more
I would fight for you - I'd lie for you
Walk the wire for you - yeah I'd die for you
You know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

pls...

call me... text me.. mr.telephone...
need u more than words could
ever had..

xde title...

can't live...
if living is without u...
can't breath...
i can't... eventhough i tried so hard...

B day

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f
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 blah...
ye... sy blah dari hidup kamu...
thanx for the sweet memory...

30 may 2010
12.38 am

loving jadi touching

lagu nie baru je mggu lepas BB nyanyikan utk y...
semalam pun bb nyanyi lagi...y betul rasa bahagia sangat...
then harini... semuanya. gone lagi....
y sedih ok...

Wali band
Baik- Baik Sayang...

aku tak ingin kau menangis bersedih
sudahi air mata darimu
yang aku ingin arti hadir diriku
kan menghapus lukamu sayang
karna bagiku kau kehormatanku
dengarkan, dengarkan aku

reff:
hanya satu pintaku
untukmu dan hidupmu
baik-baik sayang
ada aku untukmu

hanya satu pintaku
di siang dan malammu
baik-baik sayang
karna aku untukmu

semua keinginan akan aku lakukan
sekuat semampuku, sayang
karna bagiku kau kehormatanku
dengarkan, dengarkan aku

sad... =(((

xmo wujud hari nie dalam may... menci...

harini rasa sedih sgt...
tibe tibe jadi moody...
sbb dah excited sangat esok nk g wedding ika n isk...
dgn BB..
tapi
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dia xdapat pergi sebab kena tolong papa dia
mengecat rumah...
yela nk compare me with ur dad... sure
u pilih ur dad kan...
so... dh decide xnk pergi jugak..
nk sangat pergi actually sebab bb nk pergi skali
now... dah totally xde mood nk pergi..
sangat sangat xde mood...

=(((

turn off the lights...

ngeri....
takut...
xtau nk buat ape...
hurm...
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buntu...
keliru..
actually lebih pada keliru la..
mmg keliru sangat..

27 may 2010...
8.30-9.30pm

lalala...

nothing much to shout...hurm...

sure or not?
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so sad...
i cant buy my own birthday present just because this month i'd to pay insurance for my car.. n road tax that cost me rm510...n i only knew all this yesterday...wt*
y dont u tell me earlier...that   this year i'd to pay the road tax n insurance myself... so that i'd prepared the money earlier... atleast not in a lump sum like these...haish syoooo!!!
n suddenly my brother also need his rm400...
do u get what i mean?
im broke...ok!!!!  thanks everyone...

=(((

missy closet...

gurls really like to jump into conclusion without
ever listening to any explaination rite...
so what...its our nature what...
hey boys... u can't blaime us...

malu seyh nk ingat blk...
stor pown jadi la kan...
panas kot kalau betul2 tido dalam tu...
hehe... childish giler...
malu...

12/05/10 ^_^

xoxo

...

there's too much of u ...

xoxo

::: it worth waiting... :::

im in a go0d mood...ok..
happy... feeling so alive...
i've done my part...k...

:: the secret finally revealed ::
now its ur turn !!
bye bye babe!!

leave me alone ... forever..'

i love u sayang...


xoxo

::: kamu yg membebankan :::

napela korg suka sgt berhubungan terlarang?
kalau dh masing2 suka pergi.... xyah bg aku harapan lg dah...
sama cam relationship yg sebelum nie...
aku d tgglkan utk gurl lain...

so kalau bnde sama berlaku...
aku boleh je survive... xde hal la...

aku dah xtau nk trust sape..hurm...

:: p/s : kalau xsuke dgr org mencarut jgn bace.. =(( ::

nape dgn aku nie... perasaan marah membuak buak sgt2... xtahan dah....
macam nk meletop gunung berapi pon ade...
rasa nak mencarut luahkan sume nye... pelik la...
nape ek? nape bile kita mencarut sume rasa  marah hilang...
tapi aku xle mencarut... so  ape yg mampu... aku buat adalah menangis...

dulu... dah pernah rasa sakit camnie...
sampai aku hilang identiti diri sebab terlalu rindukan dia..
aku jadi aku yg sgt berbeza...
lost self confident... xambil kisah diri seniri...
 hanya kerana lelaki...
dah buat aku sayang dia then senang je nk over kan everythng...
ye fine... cinta terlarang la kan....

then skrng bile dh recover dari luka lama...
ade plak tambah luka baru...
sakit la faham x?
nape aku nie?nape aku sayang sangat kat kau...
bukan kau reti nk appreciate aku pon...
im nothing to u rite?

thats y u x sanggup pon nak berkorban  utk i...
masa  tido u terlampau berharga... sampai i xle kacau
sesaat pon... even u dah tido lebih dari 12 jam...
nape u cam tu?

masa u bz pon camtu...
tiap orang ade je 24jam sehari la...
tu pon dorg leh wat mcm2...
u yg x pandai nk manage ur own time...
lgsg i yg dapat tempias...kan...
ye la... im nothing to u...
nothing...
sampai xde lgsg masa tuk i dalam 24 jam tu...
padahal org lain bz gak...

cane lagi nk tahan benda nie?
dugaan ape nie?
yg dulu pon sakit... yg baru pon sakit...
nape la aku nie... setia sangat?
kan best kalau ade skandal...
mesti x stress camni...
ya... im nothing rite...

time aku bz dulu... masa final projek....
bz mcmn pon ade jgk masa tuk u tiap hari...
without fail ...ok... ade..
tapi kau boleh plak cari gurl lain... sempat dowh...

time kau bz giler kononnye...
dgn fyp kau tu...yg aku tgk...
kalau betul2 gunakan masa 4bulan tu... sempat je siap...
lagsg xde masa tuk aku...
xde babe,,, xde...
dan yg paling sadis skali ar...
... aku x pnh terlintas nk cari skandal lain
babe... nape cam nie?
nape la aku bodoh sangat...
patut aku pasang la... xde aku tiap hari
mgharap kan kau...mcm org bodoh...

desperate ke aku nie...
mulanya x desperate ok... cube nk faham...
bukan x cube pon...
tapi yela... sbb dah setaun lebih kau wat perangai...
n aku kena tahan...
so mmg skrng x lama la aku boleh tahan kan...
aku perempuan kot... bukan robot yg kau boleh turn off mood rindu
utk certain date... then turn on blk
then turn on utk layan kehendak kau sesuka hati...
then segala kehendak aku... turn off...

eh aku pnt cane pon...
boleh teman kau g sana sini la...
kau ingat blk la...
ingat tiap inci... ape aku dah korbankan tuk ko...

mgkn kau lupa... or aku ade turn off button memory kau pada aku ke????

kalau aku robot... aku nk je turn off button =memory bersama kau=

senang xde aku sakit mcmni terkenang kan sikap n perangai kau
pada aku...
nape la aku bodoh sayang kau sangat eh?
dui azie... pela bodo sangat nih...

dahla... azie... kan dah gv up...
so xpyh pk hal dia lagi... bye bye love...
bye bye forever...
=(((((

::: BB :::

this feeling killing me softly....
i hate being me...
stuck !! deeply in love with someone that
hurting me...inch by inch...day by day....
these heart broken would never heal...
i miss u bloody hell...
(its not that u dont know... u dont care to listen to my broken heart...)

(nk cari lelaki yg umurnye 5taun lg tua...so that they can treat me well!!)

::: Bile nk Kaya :::

jealous of u..... nk pg sana jalan2 gak... hehe...
bape la agaknye bnje nk g sana ek? huhu... nk kumpul duit... lalala

...expression....

mixed of emotion.....

too much to tell yet nothing comes into words...

what happen azie?

..............

::: Clark Hatch Fitness Center :::

alkisah semalam... Azie pergi gym... ok!!hehe

tapi bukan work out la... pergi survey package... kan nak kurus...

so, tanpa usaha xde kejayaan, kononnye!!

heeee... 

Clark Hatch Fitness Center, Capsquare,KL..

package dia pada azie sgt worth la... RM126 a month..

kat sana ade gym equipment yg sgt lengkap...

ade indoor aerobik, yoga class, mcm2 lagi kelas exercise...

then boleh jugak ader special trainer...

baju pon xpyh bawak... since dia dah provide towel, tshirt n short... kan..

azie ingat nak amik je package tu... 

sbb kalo azie nk mkn jusmate pon RM225 a month..

then azie ader jugak usha package dekat mayfirst... tapi lagi mahal ok..

RM4562 just utk 44sesi yg confirm boleh trun dalam +- 5kg...

5kg for RM4562???? wt**

mahal kowt... mmg azie xmampu... gaji sikit je okay...

huhu.. so... pagi tadi azie kuar rumah awal tau... 6.30pagi...

sampai bising2 abg azie, dala rini bday dia... azie lupa nak wish...huhu 

(abg azie tmpg sampai masjid jamek... then dia  naik bas gi tempat keje dia kat jln klang lame..) 

ok... bertolak jam 6.30 n sampai kl tadi tepat jam 7pagi... cari parking alhamdulillah dapat... huhu..

then msg karchi... xreply plak... sudah  nye... xsempatla azie sign up lagi... mgkn lunch karangla... then boleh masuk sauna terus... kan...hee... excited lebih lak...

azie nk sangat kurus ok!!

sebab gemuk sangat... azie jd x confident... bf pon lari...

sedih tau... rasa pkai ape pown buruk je...

so lepas nie... kalo dah kurus.. boleh pkai ape je...

hooray!!

kurus kurus kurus... wink wink!! ^__^

++++(actually nk letak gambar org kurus keding... tp IT block..=((...)++++

reason kenape...

ape yg saya minta simple je dari kamu....

sgt simple...

kamu nk diri kamu di hargai, direspect,

tak boleh ke kamu respect permintaan saya?

berat sgt ke ape yg saya mintak? berat ke?

xpon... mcmn kamu nk saya patuh dgn permintaan kamu,,,

ape salahnye give and take jugak?

kamu sangat egois... sangat sukar difahami...

kalau kamu nk sangat continue dengan cara kamu...

then fine... our so called probation period ends here...

yela... since u n me... mmg tade ape2 ikatan pown kan...

so... xpyh nk cari saya lagi...

.....mengecewakan....

jauh nye kamu lari....

nape makin hari kamu lari makin laju?
nape kamu begitu laju berlari tggalkan saya?
nape tah...
mgkn saya harus bye bye kamu skrng jugak...
huuu... tata...love...

...

saya rindu kamu... tu je... hehe..

bye bye kamu....

saya mahu berhenti merindu kamu.... saya mahu berhenti berharap kamu.... saya tahu kamu bukan milik saya lag... saya sungguh sedih lately nie adakah kamu mengerti???? =(((

tolong lah

hati tolong la berhenti merindu... xmo xmo xmo dah...

kenapa aku xnk tima ko sampai saat nie?

sebab ape yg aku suke kau xpnh nk cuba bg or ikut or support even kau xske...


tapi aku nie..ape je yg kau suke even aku xsuke... aku cube gak nk ikut coz nak cube happy kan kau...tapi hati aku cane????

saya muhsan

napela aku dah gemuk sangat nie?menci menci menci.... huuuu

confident level dah drop to  negative.... =(((((

:: kamu dah jauh ::

saya salu ade angan angan pelik... tentang pasangan saya... yela... sape xnak ade bf yg caring maring kan... tapi tula... xsempat pown nk bercaring maring dah putus kaseh di tengah jalan...

nk cite nie pown sempena petang semalam teringat plak kat dalam bas..yela dgn berjalan selama sejam dari tempat keje pusing2 kl (padahal sesat xmo ngaku... hehe) then xsmpat sampai bus stop hujan selebat2nye... sejam lagi kena tggu baru dpt pg kat busstand u 40.. then baru naik bas...

dalam duduk2 dalam bas dgn ndon bangla sebagai.. tbe2 rasa something... hm... mulala berangan...

*nk ade bf yg sudi amik masa hujan...= caring kan tetiba je turun escalator nmpk bf depan pntu gerbang... hehe
xkisahla dia xde kete pon... naik moto basah hujan sama kan sweet... xpon... lagi sweet kalo dia sggp datang naik public transpot bawak payung tuk aku... huhu... mimpi mimpi...xtaula nape.. tp sangat teringin nk ade bf yg sggp tnjuk kaseh sayang smpai mcm tu..bile ek nk dapat?

bile pk perihal bf nie kan.. rasa cam xnk couple pon ade.. penatla ade bf yg x memahami.. asyik nk mntk kita faham dia tapi dia xcuba pon nk faham kita... tu yg sedey sangat tu... napela nasib aku camnie..aku teringn nk ade bf yg sggp korban mcm2 utk aku... manjekan aku...lalala...hehe =P

yela kan... nk tnye gak kan... betul ke kita leh tima bulat2 alasan lelaki tu kalo xnk dtg melawat kita semata2 kerana penat, takut excident, panasla sejuk la takut kena hujan la... boleh ke kita tima?
yela... aku tgk ramai je lelaki yg sggp bawak motor kan merata tempat berjam2 pon sanggup... tapi nape nk pg melawat aku susah sangat?aku sedih sangat... aku (mak dah soh tido... sok pas balik keje la aku sambung... nyte everyone...[macamla ade yg bace nak nyte2... hee =P])

topik tuk sambung (takut lupe... =P) : penat tu alasan ke?, nape asyik cuba tipu?, alasan byk sgt,


p/s : nk bf caring +caring+caring++++

:: laguku untukmu sayang ::

Already Gone lyrics
Songwriters: Clarkson, Kelly Brianne; Tedder, Ryan;

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry

Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

Already gone, already gone, already gone
Already gone, already gone, already gone, yeah

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

::: pelangi :::

the trust is broken...

can i regain it back...?

should i try?

percayakah aku pada cinta yang ditunjukkan?

benarkah jujur seperti yang dijanjikan??

aku mengharap dan menanti dengan penuh pasti...

tetapi sampai bile??

::: somebody pls call 911 for me :::

i dont know who are u anymore...
u had change... for god sake...
i feel so untouched... so not u...
where are u? where do "u" hide?
just stop playing this sneak-peak coz i dont like it...
where is the real aleemi that i noe for so long?
she'd change u..
look at u before..

u dont keep ur hp away from me all the time...
u dont keep secret from me...
u never block me to see ur inbox of ur msg..
u always share things with me...lots of thing...like what u do today, what u eat.. how do u feel...etc
u always share ur problem with me...
u always care for me always.,,, especially when u hear me get sick...
u never give so much reason for being u...
u never make me wait for ur call or text...
u never try to cheat n giving excuse...
u always calm me...
u always accept that it is ur fault...
u always ran after me...
u never try to lie to me
u never always broke the promise
u never hurt me so badly
u never be kind to other girl if it wasn't me..
u always love only me

now look at u... all the above statement is no longer u... u did all the thngs above in contrast...

now tell me how can i regain my trust upon u?
tell me how can we be together again?

i miss the old u.... more than words can say...

more than anythng in this world...

i want to be with u so badly... but how can this be possible with the new u?

im pushing the limit rite now... and im putting the fullstop here...

somewhere, somehow.. if the destiny bring us back together... thats mean love is so miracle...

::: lust or love? :::

QUIZ: Is it lust or love?

MY RESULT AS BELOW:

 Your score is 82. Lucky duck you're in love! Your feelings are deep, true and firmly routed in reality but best of all they are returned. Hold on to these happy feelings and enjoy being in love, it's one of the best feelings there is!

THE SYMPTOM  

LOVE                                                                       LUST

Connection of your soul with someone else's. It's settling your differences, dealing with conflicts as one person, not two seperate entities. It's sharing your life experience & being the other person's friend. Love is pure & comes without decision

The desire and whim that everything is yours. No thought put forward into the other person. No compromising. A completely shallow way of believing you're in love

::: jika benar ia cinta :::

Adakah tapak tanganmu berkeringat,hatimu berdebar kencang dan suaramu
tersekat di dadamu? Itu bukan Cinta, itu SUKA.
Adakah kamu tidak dapat melepaskan,pandangan mata darinya?
Itu bukan Cinta, itu NAFSU.
Adakah kamu menginginkannya kerana kamu tahu ia ada di sana?
Itu bukan Cinta, itu KESEPIAN.
Adakah kamu mencintainya kerana itulah yang diinginkan semua orang?
Itu bukan Cinta, itu KESETIAAN
Adakah kamu tetap mengatakan kamu menyintainya kerana kamu tidak ingin melukai hatinya?
Itu bukan Cinta, itu BELAS KASIHAN.
Adakah kamu menjadi miliknya kerana pandangan matanya membuat hatimu melompat?
Itu bukan Cinta, itu TERGILA-GILA.
Adakah kamu memaafkan kesalahannya kerana kamu mengambil berat tentangnya?
Itu bukan Cinta, itu PERSAHABATAN.
Adakah kamu mengatakan padanya bahawa setiap hari hanya dia yang kamu fikirkan?
Itu bukan Cinta, itu DUSTA.
Adakah kamu rela memberikan semua perkara yang kamu senangi untuk kepentingan dirinya?
Itu bukan Cinta, itu KEMURAHAN HATI.

Tetapi

Adakah kamu tetap bertahan kerana campuran antara kesakitan dan kegembiraan yang 

membutakan dan takterfahami ... menarikmu mendekati dan tetap bersamanya?
ITULAH CINTA.
Apakah kamu menerima kesalahannya kerna itu bahagian dirinya dan siapa dirinya?
Jika demikian, ITULAH CINTA.
Adakah kamu tertarik dengan orang lain tapi setia dengannya tanpa penyesalan?
Jika demikian, ITULAH CINTA.
Adakah kamu menangis kerana kesakitannya walaupun saat itu dia kuat?
ITULAH CINTA.
Adakah hatimu sakit dan hancur ketika dia bersedih?
ITULAH CINTA.
Adakah hatimu gembira ketika dia berbahagia?
ITULAH CINTA.

Adakah matanya melihat hatimu dan menyentuh jiwamu begitu mendalam sehingga menusuk?
Yang demikian itulah namanya
CINTA.

:: kamukah awak saya?? ::

Awak,
Hari ni awak nampak serabut, Semo orang kutuk
Tapi ada gak hati yang puji, jadik you can always count on me...

Awak,
Hari ni saya senyum kat awak
Tapi awak jalan depan saya, Jadik senyum pun tak gune

Awak,
Hari ni awak tego saya
Tapi saya buat2 pekak,Padahal nak elak daripada tak boley berenti borak

 Awak,
                                              Hari ni saya tego awak, Tapi saya tego awak dalam hati
                                        Jadik awak tak penah dengar all the gud lucks & take care hari2

Awak,
Hari ni kita duduk semeje
Tapi raser cam jauh giler, Padahal tak sampai sedepa

Awak,
Hari ni awak beratur belakang saya
Tapi saya tak tau nak cakap ape, Jadik saya blah mcm tu ajer

Awak,
Hari ni berubah situasi
Tapi saya still kat sini, Padahal dah kosong tak berisi

Awak,
Hari ni saya nampak awak kat Mc D
Tapi awak tak macam dulu lagi, dah berteman, Jadik saya terdiam sendiri

Awak,
Hari ni saya dah janji..nak pergi, Tapi tak tau kenape tak boley pegi

Awak,
Hari ni saya menyesal ade ego yang tinggi
Tapi dah takde harapan kat sini, Jadik nak tak nak terpakse sendiri

Awak,
Hari ni hari terakhir nampak awak
Tapi awak tak toleh sini, awak focus kat tv

Awak,
hari ni saya tgk gambar kiter senyum, tapi gambar tinggal gambar
nak buang sayang, nak simpan sedey

Awak,
besok antare kita, ader balai berlepas
besok tak de besok untuk saya, besok jugak tak de besok untuk awak

Awak,
semoge satu hari nanti, saya menginsafi diri
tak nak ada ego tinggi lagi, buat sakit hati

Awak,
sebelum pergi
hari ni..kat sini, saya janji...
semua ni untuk awak
Sebab kenal awak anugerah terindah penah
saye miliki.

::: he left... :::

bile hati telah terluka... ape yang tggal utk diri ini

nape senangnye dia lupakan aku??

dan  terus mencari pggnti diriku dgn mudah...

nape dgn aku  nie????

::: missing beloved u :::

babe... what r we fighting for?

forgive me will u...

after all my fwens.. u are the most person that i care.

i miss u...

please forgive me...

i missed when the time we hang around together doing things that we like...

i missed when i see u with all ur pink stuff

i missed when u keep buying cloth and handbag even u said that 2010 is not the tyme for u to shop around...

i missed  when we laugh together...

when we always kissed and hugs...

i missed when it is u..

please accept my apology...

::: kembara mencari lanjutan kisah kehidupan :::

aku termenung sendirian... 

mencari kemana arah ingin dituju..

ke kirikah?

ke kanankah?

ke hadapan?

dan xmungkin akan ke belakang....

keteruskan mencari lagi...tetapi dimana hala tujuku??

keliru...

buntu...

menari nari dalam kotak fikiran ku...